|info + small rant
||[Jul. 24th, 2006|11:26 pm]
Hey, I'm Joe. I'm 18 and live in bay area, California. For a while I was planning on having top surgery in the beginning of January because I will be off from school then. I didn't try to make an appointment until today when I found out the surgeon will be on vacation. I can make an appointment January 16th, but I start school Jan 24th. That is not enough time to heal at all. My mom thinks that maybe I can get it arranged that I can get all the work and things that I miss from the first week of the spring semester..but I don't know if that's a good idea. It's going to be my first year in college and I already think I'm going to flunk. Missing the first week or so of classes isn't a good idea. I started thinking about other surgeons I could go to, but my mom doesn't want to travel. You would think there would be more surgeons in california? fuck. I feel like nothing ever goes right for me. I could of had surgery this summer, but I decided not to because I thought I would get a job ( I didn't ) and the heat would make it not as comfortable (true, we've had a heat wave lately). But still, I really wish I did it this summer instead. I could of gone to college with a flat chest, instead now I might have to wait until next summer. ugh.